I had a suicidal ideation when I was young but I realized that no matter how worthless I feel dying is the most dumbest, useless, worthless thing I can do. The ultimate loss. Ultimate fail. And no one would care so theres no epic in this. Also it would hurt only my mom who is the person I am most reluctant to hurt.
Plus even if I don't see any future for myself I am extremely curious what will future bring to the world.
Of course maybe I didn't actually learned anything and it's just my mind chemistry changing due to growing up.
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I had a suicidal ideation when I was young but I realized that no matter how worthless I feel dying is the most dumbest, useless, worthless thing I can do. The ultimate loss. Ultimate fail. And no one would care so theres no epic in this. Also it would hurt only my mom who is the person I am most reluctant to hurt.
Plus even if I don't see any future for myself I am extremely curious what will future bring to the world.
Of course maybe I didn't actually learned anything and it's just my mind chemistry changing due to growing up.